WISH I KNEW

Does hesitation count as comfort if fear is your anchor?
Wish I knew….
Is the tally of contemplation no more than self-betrayal?
Wish I knew….

Here I am again loosing life,
All I need do is struggle to believe in myself.
Take one step, then another--
Can I risk to fall?
Wish I knew….

When stasis is your learning will there ever be closure?
Wish I knew….

Here I am again loosing life,
I must shed this sickness for conviction in myself.
Take one step then another--
Can I risk to fall?
Wish I knew….

There is still so much anger in me.
Blind-sided by rage, condemned by the vanity of fear
Have I let my own voice bring me here?

Here I am again loosing life,
When the one thing greater than safety is to trust in myself.
Take one leap then another--
Will I risk the fall?
Wish I knew….