All of a sudden
when I wake up in the morning
1 remember myself:
I open my eyes discreetly
and proceed to get dressed.
The first thing to do is to put on the face
of a fine upstanding person.
Next, go on to the good
habits, filial love,
morality, decorum
and marital fidelity:
1 leave the memories out
until last.
Like an expert, I wash
my solid citizen's face,
robed in my deteriorating expectations;
I clap words into my mouth,
buff up goodness and wear it like a hat
with an ever so pleasant look
in my eyes.
From the closet I select the ideas
that 1 wish to show off today
and without wasting time
i pop them into my head.
Finally,
I climb into my shoes and
start walking. Going along,
I hum the song 1 sing to
my daughter:
"If to your window
the twentieth century flies,
treat it with love and kindness,
for it's me, in my disguise."
-Maria Mercedes Carranza