The Sound of My Laughter


O Israel O Israel
               for a piece of dust 
Thou hast forsaken me

O where are my passionate paracletes 
& prophets

Have you no place for the Gospel of exiled Thomas 
for Karl Marx & his Communist Manifesto
for Freud & his Interpretation of Dreams
for Einstein & his Theory of Relativity
for Buber's I & Thou

These extenders of your nomad histories

0 round out the New Testament with these curiosity probers 
pushing into your Unknowns & mine
for our sake!

O Israel
       have you measured me

O Israel
       have you measured me
by what Kosher Dictation
               breeding Electives

Do you think the Jews have created me 
                       in their Image 
behaving to half of my Nature merely

O Israel
     you have become a nation amongst nations 
a white and blue clay

Do you infiltrate foreign voices hoping to bolster a dying 
faith
   it is too late to triumph by propagation

O Israel
     Temples are of the Spirit only!

Where are your
         devout penetraters
if you do not build with the immaculate blocks of Love 
you waylway me
desecrate
& sell me for disrupting Doctrines

Am I a clink
       for barterings

Have you already forgotten special tribes attract 
a special treatment

The mighty Clairvoyant are
without weapons, without animosities, without lucre 
how many meanderings to my meta-positions!

Oh 6000 year Jews
you are almost a mummerarium for bookworms & sterile scholars 
you have lost track of my Name
as a regenerating evolution

O minglers & separators
folly realists
foreswear the anxieties of your Hubris
or crack up with rhumatism
do not my hopping ecstatics have a lesson for you

Others have joined the dead sands 
& far older than you
save face or creed & you lose it

O Israel
     if the whole earth is not your home
                              a crumb of it

is your understanding of the Lord 
& a lackey to Infidels

0 Israel
the 2 Messiahs are before you
Is it because your Imagination a servant of the letter 
You haggle at the Breakthru 
with your racket
          commandments
you lay troubled trips upon your ascendants
you rob the Child of a chance to sage you
or show a fresh method
a babel of words
          a clamor of yakking 
a hairshirt of rituals
How many rivers from Abraham 
E=mc˛

So you made the desert bloom with Eagle coffers 
Big deal

Have not the Chinese shown you 
why the Cosmos is female

that the Spirit has no gender

that the Breath of the Lord is Death

0 Israel
     Sex & Money & the State
                        are your charnel Houses 
and my solar winds cradle a supernatural Earth


                                                  Vincent Ferrini

Vincent Ferrini is a Gloucester, Mass. poet.