so there's, could you repeat that?

[Bled Welder]

Take five thousand years from which you apemen were given advanced
civilizations.  A lot of Sumerians and Egyptians in 3200bc knew more than
99.9% of all of you know.  Few scientists even know or understand that that
bullshit biblical flood actually happened.  The simple answer to your
stupid question as to how a brilliant person can be so ignorant and not
know that, thinking that you have me by logical necessity--it's because you
idiots are so specialized these days.  There's so much info for your puny
brains that you don't have the fucking time--no, more, you lose interest,
and more, you think you know more about the bullshit the media whom "your
advanced brain" trusts (don't get me wrong, life itself can not exist with
trust of some sort).  [maybe it can, but why go there?  that's whre the
machines are and dwell and breed.]

Most highly intelligent advanced learning scientists or whatever you call
them on this planet, simply, at this point in time, don't believe that the
mind expansion was actually here *way before you*.  And watch--how do you
scare the holy mother of whit out of a knowitall rational skeptic?  Offer
him some of the ancient, *higher*, medicine, or in his stupid lingo,
"prescription" drug.  Fitness they think they have, because they moronickly
think they're the first.  "Because it Must follow from Logic.  I will not
ingest a thing without seeing some university doctoral credentails pasted
on your balls, I mean walls."

You think that this "solar system" "naturally" "occurred" "by" "natural"
"laws".  You're an ignorant moron.  Can't you people see anything through
those vision-goggle eyeballs we gave you?

You really think that, Mars, happened due to a coagulation of spacedust
over a period of time due to gravity, and centrifugal forces, whatever.
 And then, almost like magic, on the third watery planet, apes (suddenly)
evolved with all this high-power genetic data....over a few hundred million
years, and here we are, five thousand years later, with so many languages
of intelligence.

A raised hand.  "Golly, what's all these extra genes in us that have
nothing to do with us?"

It's called transforming physical matter you moron.  And, hate to be
Breaking Bad here, but you Earthlandic retreads are not the first.  Nor are
your active genes the "highest" or "best".

Anybody with one half of a fucking brain can see that there were lots and
lots of floods coming, and this god forsaken galaxy is only how old?  Take
a hundred million years ago.  What do you know about it.  Nothing.  Because
you are an ignoramus.  You know nothing of time.  A hundred million years
ago Mars was totally different.  Venus probably wasn't even there.  Jupiter
was just spitting birthing fire, Saturn was engineering its first hexagons.

A hundred years is a blink of en eye to you infintile mortals.  So is a
million years, when your "species" barely existed.

"A physicist figured out cities of the future"???  LOfuckingL.  Know
fucking shit.  Ask an Amazon shaman, you idiots.  I mean a literl man of
the tribe on the Earth river Amazon, not a wiseguy spouting "wisedome" on
the internet Amazon.  Who the fuck do you think you are, even comparing
your "magic underwater cities of the future" to the Great Giza?  You do,
because you know *nothing about *Giza.  Nor do you know anything about
living underwater.  Go die somewhere, be enlightened, who cares.  What do
you count?  Take your doctor prescribed energy pills.  Are you people even
quasiliterate?  Besides jerking off to Pynchon and Moby Dick, ever thought
of reading Gilgamesh?

Learning about the Sumerians.  And the Lybians.  The water people who swim
up and give you pathetic tree dwelling retards more life in your
ever-morbid arid deserts.

Let me take a breath, and believe that some of you whatchamacallits have
some inkling that there is more existence beyond 14.3 billion years.
 Speaking materially, not in some opiotic dreamvision where you never wake
up.  I mean this real actual place.  Eventing.  In the process, let's
delete the small minds who think they're confined to that amount of time.

Et voila.  We go through portals at the heart of darkness at the center of
our galaxies, we bound about through galaxy portals in our universe, then
we find the key to the grand Borges (we're Sirians) labyrinth at the dark
heart of this universe, and then we're in another universe.  And then we
wake up to time, because there then obviously Must be a multiplicity of
universes, we are no longer so dumb as before, and thus endless time.  (You
can think of this in dimensional terms too.)

Take your ten thousand years of stupid human history.  Times a millions
worth of life forms on earth, then a couple billions for earth, and a tad
more for the sun.  Then multiply that through the suckhole that your idiot
teachers are telling you was "the big bang".  Then go into another
universe.  Then realize and multiply a billion universes, by another found
quintillion universes, multiplied by a distant found quizzard universes,
then you transport back to today, into your brain maybe waking up again,
and contemplate that in terms of years.  And that is just the beginning.  A
google years exponated to itself--by a google, years.

Always conscious--through all that time.  Is that heaven or hell?  Only a
moron calls it either.

What timelessness is, is simply finding a way to *endure* amounts of time
that you can not comprehend, yet at the same time, be conscious of the fact
that eventually you'll be there, again, fully conscious, material, because
you always are material, unless you find a way to being never again
material, and what sot would never want to become material again, seeing
forwards, and backwards, the same endless labrynths of time below and above
you.

When you pull the trigger on never-returning again, you think you'll wake
up in that metaphysical world?  What makes you think so?  Will time tell or
will you give me a nonsense faithbased thing that we can all laugh at, or
maybe you can explain to the group in a rational fashion what a coward and
how tired you are of the material and timefilled existence.  Then you'll
just be cancelled out.  And you'll either have the balls to know you won't
wake up in any field of consciousness again, or, go to the beginning of
this paragraph and repeat.

Unless you want to cancel your subscription to your consciousness.  Perhaps
this is the question.  Then what do you dream will happen.  If you cancel.
 Besides making moer space for there rest of us to live and breathe.  What
Mark and Paul said to Jesus on the Temple rock?  Or what Osiris and Isis
and them above them told Imhotep, and Enki, and Enlil?

I choose not to loose my consciousness, throughout the oodles and noodles
of time, and the labyrintine dimensions thereof.

Maybe I might mention that I quite literally grew up under the branches and
shade of an oak tree.  The way it thunders the rooftop with acorns in early
November, shaking you from your sleep, from your cosmic metamorhosis....so
wondrous and beautiful.
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