GR translation: can’t you see why I might want to destroy that

[Mike Jing]

V723.34-39, P738.10-15   oh Gottfried of course yes you are beautiful to me
but I’m dying . . . I want to get through it as honestly as I can, and your
immortality rips at my heart—can’t you see why I might want to destroy
that, oh that stupid clarity in your eyes . . . when I see you in morning
and evening ranks, so open, so ready to take my sickness in and shelter it,
shelter it inside your own little ignorant love. . . .

The thing Blicero wants to destroy is Gottfried's immortality, is that
correct?