NP: Reveries

[Glenn Scheper]

Part 1 of 3.

Michael Bailey mentioned:
> Not to mention your 4-18-2005 reverie.

Yeah, that one was a real peak experience.

And, about erudition. Shucks, I'm an old man.
It's something to show for all my wasted time.
My latest shrink (not cuz I needed one, I was
going to consult him about too much masturbx),
he called my Internet writings tittillating,
and said that some readers "love erudition".

So what happened this Thanksgiving weekend?
After the family left, the shrew started up.
So I left too. My first thought driving away
was, go back and make up. Well, there is no
making up with a shrew, only kissing her ass.
And even that does not stop her mouth.

So I went off with an intention to study the
bible for divorce or separation justification.
A single forum e-mail filled me with ideas:

10:23 But when they persecute you in this city,
flee ye into another:
for verily I say unto you,
Ye shall not have gone over the cities of Israel,
till the Son of man be come.

10:32 Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men,
him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven.
10:33 But whosoever shall deny me before men,
him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven.

3:25 And if a house be divided against itself,
that house cannot stand.

6:14 Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers:
for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness?
and what communion hath light with darkness?
6:15 And what concord hath Christ with Belial?
or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel?
6:16 And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols?
for ye are the temple of the living God;
as God hath said,
I will dwell in them,
and walk in them;
and I will be their God,
and they shall be my people.
6:17 Wherefore come out from among them,
and be ye separate,
saith the Lord,
and touch not the unclean thing;
and I will receive you.
6:18 And will be a Father unto you,
and ye shall be my sons and daughters,
saith the Lord Almighty.

3:7 Likewise,
ye husbands,
dwell with them according to knowledge,
giving honour unto the wife,
as unto the weaker vessel,
and as being heirs together of the grace of life;
that your prayers be not hindered.

(I mention that as a contrast, for all 1Peter's
subsequent verses show attributes unlike hers.)

3:14 But and if ye suffer for righteousness' sake,
happy are ye:
and be not afraid of their terror,
neither be troubled;
3:15 But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts:
and be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you a reason
of the hope that is in you with meekness and fear:
3:16 Having a good conscience;
that, whereas they speak evil of you,
as of evildoers,
they may be ashamed that falsely accuse your good conversation in Christ.
(For 'conversation', I read-in specifically AF doctrine.)

4:12 Beloved,
think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you,
as though some strange thing happened unto you:
4:13 But rejoice,
inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings;
that, when his glory shall be revealed,
ye may be glad also with exceeding joy.
4:14 If ye be reproached for the name of Christ,
happy are ye;
for the spirit of glory and of God resteth upon you:
on their part he is evil spoken of,
but on your part he is glorified.

But I thought to attend the light erotic dancers, and
I think He told me, of these situations (or was it me?)
"just keep going over there until something happens."

There were only two at this hour, neither that I knew.
I doted on the youngster, asked if, and advised her to
take some jazz dancing, saying she'd get more mileage
out of slower, studied movements. But she replied that
she likes to "jiggle". Which is so funny, 'cuz when my
wife forced me to go out and dance with other women,
until she got so jealous as to bite off my lip, that,
and any other forced pairing up in dance classes left
her with this chronic barb, that I am happy to; all I
want to do; is 'jiggle' with white girls. For her, I
jacked off left-handedly upon my TV dinner potatoes
halfway through cooking, which were still cold when
I ate them.

But of the more experienced girl, first, whenever I'd
go pee, I'd read the sign saying to wash your hands
before returning to work, until finally, I heard its
extension: Your work is "in the hair" (pubic, surely).

And of her, I hear, she has "two holes". Now I spend
a lot of time trying to partition possibilities, to
make judgmental criteria, and one of them is against
anal sodomy. So I naturally related this hearing to
the idea that she'd been anally sodomized, is evil.

However, while jacking off in the potatoes (the full
tantric power if this requires me to mention a prior
event, wherein I dropped my cock out of my mouth on
the rim of an aluminum pan boiling potatoes, and had
an exquisite pain and ejaculation, singeing a smile
on my penis, and conveying back to the target moment
informing the fantasy an intense pain in my forehead.)
I saw the elder girl, as a freeze-frame flash before
me. Her mouth formed a huge open circle, fully black.

Yours truly,
Glenn Scheper
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