NP: Reveries

Glenn Scheper glenn_scheper at earthlink.net
Sun Nov 27 14:49:42 CST 2005


Part 2 of 3.

So of "two holes", the second referred to her mouth.
And that will tie into the later and greater vision,
according to my theory that each body has two major
circuits: one is oral-genital (oral in, genital out;
or genital in, oral out); The other, bifurcated, is
anal-mammary (Cf. Melanie Klein's penis-in-breasts).

I laid down, thinking on memories of the elder girl.

I was awakened with some powerful visions of coitus
running through my mind. They were all expressed in
black. First, I guess it was "spoons" position, for
I saw a penis, I think it was my own penis, but all
dark, rise right up through her, I don't know if it
was right out of her belly or rose between her legs
or what; But the next thing I see is her in profile,
and the penis (my penis!) is standing up where her
clitoris should be, and I see the penis taken away.

And I heard her say to me "I know you love much,
but he-I [sic] need someone to flog our baby"

And I was given a corroboratory word, that, If I
wanted to, I could "knock the rivets out of her."

So with the excitement merely of having a vision,
and the added chance to agress against perceived
evil, I rolled up, and with my right hand reached
behind myself, and flogged our baby, ejaculating
all over my forehead and eyes; while the vision
turned to livid coitus, my dark penis entered her
large, dark labia, while, curiously, many little
things that I do not recognized were poured into
her vagina around my penis, after which the lips
were pursed up tight around me.

The forehead is specifically differentiated from
mouth in auto-eroticism. I make out one difference
as being "not-a-confession" verus AF as confession.

And, the remainder of the serendipitous references
from that one forum e-mail illuminated this action:

13:14 But when ye shall see the abomination of desolation,
spoken of by Daniel the prophet,
standing where it ought not,
(let him that readeth understand,) then let them that be in Judaea flee
to the mountains:
13:15 And let him that is on the housetop not go down into the house,
neither enter therein,
to take any thing out of his house:
13:16 And let him that is in the field not turn back again for to take up
his garment.
13:17 But woe to them that are with child,
and to them that give suck in those days!

I certainly saw something standing where it ought not.

Mountains seem to be a reference to the head,
for Babylon sits upon seven mountains, which
I map pretty tightly upon my rimming my wife.

The forehead could also map a housetop idea.

Non-AF is avoidance of "them that give suck".

I am not concerned that the vision was dark, for:
91:1 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High
shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.

And of the specific left-hand, right-hand usages
above, and of the role of eyes herein:

91:7 A thousand shall fall at thy side,
and ten thousand at thy right hand;
but it shall not come nigh thee.
91:8 Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.

Why say they the magical unicorn is no more, anyway?

92:9 For, lo,
thine enemies,
O LORD, for,
lo, thine enemies shall perish;
all the workers of iniquity shall be scattered.
92:10 But my horn shalt thou exalt like the horn of an unicorn:
I shall be anointed with fresh oil.
92:11 Mine eye also shall see my desire on mine enemies,
and mine ears shall hear my desire of the wicked that rise up against me.

The sign: penile clitoris:

13:22 For false Christs and false prophets shall rise,
and shall shew signs and wonders,
to seduce, if it were possible,
even the elect.

Star==penis. Shaken, not stirred:

13:24 But in those days,
after that tribulation,
the sun shall be darkened,
and the moon shall not give her light,
13:25 And the stars of heaven shall fall,
and the powers that are in heaven shall be shaken.
13:26 And then shall they see the Son of man coming
in the clouds with great power and glory.

A 'man' of sin. the penile clitoris:

2:3 Let no man deceive you by any means:
for that day shall not come,
except there come a falling away first,
and that man of sin be revealed,
the son of perdition;

Taken 'out of the way' suggests this non-AF act.
brightess of coming --> semen as light, in eyes.

2:7 For the mystery of iniquity doth already work:
only he who now letteth will let,
until he be taken out of the way.
2:8 And then shall that Wicked be revealed,
whom the Lord shall consume with the spirit of his mouth,
and shall destroy with the brightness of his coming:

Anyway, the next day, I could sense her, as if she
might be masturbating before her shift, against her
prior day's experiences, and I sort of felt and saw
her scoot up on my lap, to sense my cock in her, for
just a moment. But I paid it no mind, neither to
fear and avoid such a thing, nor to abett her, for
today is another day, and life goes on, as usual.

Yours truly,
Glenn Scheper
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