Trayvon Williams tragedy(not)

[Bled Welder]

Oh Michael, you jest with me so!  You keep asking about the photos of that imbecile I stuck up onto Bled Welder fb at the NYc Alice thing.  I'm sure other people have them!  They must exist!  What sad person would take those photos of himself, I put it to you.
And surely my dear you know me well enough to believe and  know that I take pleasure in fencing.  I would always love to vehemently argue anything--in earnest.  But in a drunken afternoon stupor claiming I dream of a benevolent dictator and saying naughty things about our beloved el presidente and claiming my Daimon calling me and that Judaism is just a dying offshoot of ancient Egypt, all that burst of bad shit on top of all the nonsense drunken bullshit about the psilocybe, I awoke later, and realized that for the sake of my well being I might want to admit that...it's all lies. Hexagons mean nothing to me, in reality.  Et cetera.  Democracy, of course.  Obama, of course!  Where would we be without our science!  Our indoctrinated ancient Egypt myths...actually true!  You see, I would love the opportunity to tear apart anyone who might agree with all that I just listed, by my taking a bullshit contrary drunken position (eg, "Oh sure, let's let moron racists vote, brilliant.  Where do I sign up for that hoax.").
But I'm tired of the lies.  It's the lies that's killing me.  I am enchanted though that my false bullshit drunken ravings about higher dimensions I see and enter in absolute darkness (what idiot would actually do that, I ask you) allowed you to fondly reminiscence about around the camp fire as a lad.
But I for one, must go drink heavily and talk straight henceforth and evermore!  No more bullshit before the choppers arrive thinking I'm some type of subversive heretic anarchist.  Because I'm not.  Just a sot, sad, lonely, and pathetic.  I don't want some awful horrible neighborhood security person to fire upon me.
I want to live, Michael.  Live free.  And, God willing, happily.  For I love God!

> Date: Sat, 24 Mar 2012 19:57:46 -0400
> Subject: Re: Trayvon Williams tragedy(not)
> From: michael.lee.bailey at gmail.com
> To: pynchon-l at waste.org
> 
> Bled Welder  wrote:
> > That's also not me in those FB photos either.
> 
> which FB photos?
> 
> > And Bled Welder is not a main
> > character in my book.  I don't even write fiction of any sort, ever, let
> > alone novels.  Except my emails, of course.  All fiction.
> >
> 
> sounds like the retraction of statements made in the inspiration of
> the moment...
> 
>  i've had that happen, reveal a lot of myself to somebody and find
> their reception insufficient...
> 
> some people might have liked a lot of what you said.  somebody is
> always going to find grounds to disagree with parts also
 		 	   		  
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