NP: Opening the book (Rev)
Glenn Scheper
glenn_scheper at earthlink.net
Fri Mar 14 09:30:21 CDT 2008
Continuing to recount the 18 wheels of death:
(Omiting many salacious details about donuts
used as tantric objects, and other accidents)
I awoke dreaming a man, darkness, that stood
between my legs as I lay naked in bed, ready
to blow me, said, "the situation room has only
ten feet, not twenty" and I replied, but I am
not in the situation room. This is "I fell at
his feet to worship him, and he said, see thou
do it not." The ten feet comprise five women.
I described from south to north, four stations,
four categories, three posed women, and far to
the north, a fourth (now also a fifth).
I dreamt of a hotel with three rooms: All had
beds with clean sheets. The first, southmost,
was empty (holy; earth); The second room had
objects of travelers in it (signifying penis;
righteous; sea); The third walls had graffiti,
and a bathroom (fifthy; river, hill, wall);
I passed by them (on both sides?) to a fourth,
(called in Rev unjust)
girt in a white towel. I closed and locked a
door behind me, and found another man with me,
going down a subterranean stairway. We both
had CD's, and he wanted to put them together,
but I saw his disk's center hole was enlarged.
(This kind of reminds me of a gay man I met on
the Internet, but actually met him in meatspace
as he calls it; He also an autofellator, even
with published videos. BTW, nothing happened!)
It was about business. One man showed a book of
accomplishments, pictorial, in plastine leaves,
to a man and was immediately accepted. I envied.
The man with the CD had a stack of written pages,
and asked me to write a reference. I said, "but
I've only known you 5 minutes" (Note: 1/12 hour.)
I sought out a typewriter. We returned above to
a banquet room, round tables with tablecloths,
and women preparing the tables, one was black.
(Who therefore reminds me of my black wife.)
I loaded the man, apparently handicapped, into
an airplane, and climbed in, thinking I could
read on the Internet how to fly, but found it
was immediately time to go, raised my foot off
the pedal and the plane began to taxi. I read a
dial on the instrument panel, indicating to set
the cutter to 30 degrees to drop the bomb, and
I speculated the bomb was used in agriculture.
(This reminds me I walked between women 1 and 2,
#1 standing, #2 bent at the waist, representing
two lines that meet in a corner, and I in AF as
the corner itself, penis in #2, mouth upon #1;
and in an isometric drawing, such lines would be
drawn at 30 degrees, but the third woman who is
the wall, and the height of the city, vertical.)
I saw a microphone, but did not know what things
I might say to the control tower, so I ignored it.
I taxied past numbered landing strips and turned
right to avoid a big busy looking one, and taxied
out on 32 (odd numbers left, even numbers right),
where at the edge of the airport, three women were
creeping in, as if to rob, the last (corresponding
to southmost above) holding a pistol.
Overcoming fear, I held the microphone up to them,
as if to reveal to the control tower their presence.
Now, not holding a pistol, but a baby in her arms,
she said, "We bare it; We sware it." Like an axiom.
That's kind of some first stuff; And I speculated
how the four stages repeat many religious symbols.
Clearly these: holy, righteous, filthy, and unjust.
Also these: cunnilingus, coitus, sodomy, fellatio.
I told you a dream, elaborating now: I was sitting
on a slight hill, and saw a woman (the south-most)
as if being carried against her will by some woman,
or perhaps herself, and she was naked, very white,
and waving her arms for attention, for help. Then
in stage two, I am reaching down to help her (or
else another woman) to climb up a brick wall that
I am sitting on, as if to escape something. Then
in stage three, we are kissing upon the wall, and
her tongue in my mouth is long and black. In stage
four, she dissappears, and reappears (or a fourth
woman) far at the end atop this wall, reclining on
a yet higher crosswise wall, and I pull her shorts
down, and immediately enter her, and I awake hard.
At about 12, at an originary wet dream in navel,
I awoke dreaming of the sun gear of a ten speed,
and a golden drop of oil was squirting between
the inner and out parts of it, in the ratchets.
Surely the 7 gears with 10 powers figure into the
eternal symbols used of the bible. I now position
the 5 gears as 3 women, two traversed twice, but
a sixth is the Lamb himself as a female in Rev 12;
And the two front gears are the fourth (and fifth)
women that together represent the far removed and
northmost, all fourth stages of processes in Rev.
Much of my commute time is spent trying to figure
out the correspondences of Rev events to my life.
Right now I have solved this as their best fit:
The four stages are like generations, and can be
repeated to the left and right of that sequence,
also like four phases of an internal combustion
engine that repeat over and over (Cf. my Ezekiel
Ch. 1 interpretation as of an engine).
However, the path of the Lamb, or of any prophet,
also of Pynchon who shows he knows these things,
must proceed from the leftmost to the rightmost,
then TURN AROUND and re-enact them right to left.
Everything about the fourth screams autofellatio.
This is the critical turn-around, also entheosis.
This is very much the prophets gate, in ATD 770.
The BEGINNING is wet-dream-in-navel, potentiating
father-of-self; And the END needs to be at Rev 12,
the Lamb imputed as female from self-pap-suckling,
giving birth to himself. hence his own mother too.
Both of these aspects of the self-begotten one are
at the left-most boundary of the sequence of four.
>From my many recitations, you know that I was with
four whores in going from left to right, which are
the four six-labia ZOON in Rev. Obviously the trek
left involves women, but they are not called ZOON;
By my posit that ejaculation is a slaying tool, it
means that partners of un-requited ejaculation may
be killed; But the whore is never killed, because
exchange of money IS equivalant to her ejaculation.
This also ties into the principle that there is a
monied orientation that is opposite the spiritual.
Now the prospective self-referential lamb candidate,
starting from the W.D.I.N (or perhaps going further
back to a John-the-baptist type of incident, wherein
another boy standing on a car, wee-wee'd down on me);
He is both angel (star) and church (lampstand), which
later upon AF, only after traversing all four stages,
are the seven spirits of God sent into all the earth.
Anyway, from W.D.I.N to whore #1, he is receptive as
Ephesus, and must remember from whence he is fallen
(the womb) and do the first works (fuck); He has a
bow (manually "slapping the thigh") and is given a
crown, which is a pussy, which is also the tree of
life, but not when going leftward initially, only
when reencountering this stage finally as the wife.
Going from #1 as Smyrna to #2, he has a crown and is
given a sword, which is the first breast encounter,
and I posit breasts are re-presentations of "WHAT"
in the anus. Very Kleinian, but she came after me.
Leaving #2 as Pergamos, he must go forth to #3 to
fight with the sword of his mouth (hence, a penis,
though not yet, looking forward to, "of my mouth")
which #3 is a re-presentation of just that aspect
decried in #2, the docrines Balaam and Nicolaitan.
I plead great ignorance, but whore #3 turned over
and tried to introduce me to her anus. Later, at
this same filthy/rivers/hills/walls/black-horse/
rod-of-iron stage coming back from right to left,
I encounter a dyke who, facing me, tries to force
her anus down over my penis, like the great whore
sitting upon a tower, very 9-11 WTC sur-really.
Also, Whore #3 put her tongue in my ear; The dyke
liked to gag me by plunging her monster cow-sized
tongue down my throat, as in my dream on the wall.
Many years later, I backed up onto a well-buttered
barbell to blow myself while perched up there, and
Jeremiah was also made as a rod of iron, who maybe
auto-sodomized himself too; Anyway, all of #3 seem
to pertain to a black phallus, and iron presents a
resonant blackness, as if the ferrous nature which
is also in blood dampens light. Light is of semen.
A ferrous phallus could well be a woman's phallus,
mystical and absent, as--was it Freud?--theorized.
Whereas hills are tried in a balance, resembling
the two pendant breasts on the knife of a penis;
Mountains are measured in a scale; which being a
penis in the #2 sea, coital stage (Jesus assures
you can say unto this penis, I mean moutain, be
thou cast into the sea, I mean vagina of coitus,
and it will obey you -- I wonder, did He mean in
a transcendental mental fashion, or literally?
I so desire to see that post-temporal heaven!)
Anyway, herein, some scale factor, certainly TEN,
must relate penii to their containing, but right,
that is, orthogonal, or flange-like, breasts;
I was given to pull over, and park, and see a BNC
connector on the ground--like the two pips on that!
Anyway, he leaves #3 AS thyatira, which makes the
past anal-sodomy the explicit attribute of Jezebel,
and encounters it again in far-removed German whore
#4, trying to masturbate him mostly behind her ass,
but also on her breasts and chin, near her mouth;
whom he resists and supplants later by AF during a
period during in which he knew a barfly that would
sit on his lap and rock longtime. These early and
later correspond to female and male fellatio, and
are why the letter to Thyatira is divided by "but
unto you I say". They are the opposite extremes of
empyrean height (woman=eagle) and depth (man=abyss).
Damn, morning goes fast. Can you work out the rest?
Naw... But, don't worry. I never leave yous guys...
Again, I awake dreaming a chain of silver rings,
small, like jewelry, is dropping into my mouth,
which resembles silverly semen and autofellatio,
and matches "key to the abyss, and a great chain
in his hand".
Next, I got a gal, like unto the stripper I set up
to AC to my AF, but (I told you this...) this gal
became the great whore in a surreally high tower,
that when I laid on her, said do I want IT in the
ass or mouth, (no 3rd option), and I seeing a man
appear out of a darkness in the wall, erect, said,
the mouth, who poured semen out of his mouth (but
in fact I now know, THAT was her pussy) into mine.
Anyway, I played her as a "Dot" (candy brand name)
manually transferred from penis to mouth, and saw
a day pass in a second, and heard, and "resisted".
Like when I became flaccid before the masturbating
stripper, which was Venus, and Lucifer, sitting to
the North, feet stretched from sunrise to sunset,
mount of the congretation, as if to set her throne
above the throne of God; and resembling my mother.
Next day, I was assured, "you will be stimulated"
and saw her, #4, facing woman #1, and while I was
fucking 4, #1 became hot, and we started fucking,
leaving #4's pussy gaping and void above us both.
Of course, this is Rev: "the dragon poured out of
his mouth (vagina 4) water after the woman" and
is the discarded biological mother of the changed
-to-be-self-begotten, hence, motherless, couple.
Poor ISIS, if she be #4, and not #1!
Let's see, what was I saying?
Oh, I saw a huge book presented, obviously a bible,
OT+NT, which is law: to fuck, also grace: to come.
Yours truly,
Glenn Scheper
http://home.earthlink.net/~glenn_scheper/
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